Some vulnerability

 Hey guys. I’m just gonna be open and vulnerable in this post. First of all, I’m now mostly mentally okay. I’ve been struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts for about a year at this point. I know that I’ve kinda like been less active on all my socials and that’s why. However, I’m on the up and up again (sorry I saw an opportunity for a Hamilton reference and I took it) and I might start to become more active again. As stupid as this is, I actually just want to thank Gooseworx and Glitch Productions for The Amazing Digital Circus. I want anyone who sees this to understand that when I discovered TADC via a friend begging me to watch it right before episode 8 came out, I found this show and immediately fell in love. Gangle showed me depression was, like, okay to have. As the show is coming to an end in a bit, and I’ve been starting to have better mental health, I’ve decided to make this post. I’m just so incredibly upset that the show is ending. I’m honestly not sure what will happen to me after the show ends. Let me be clear that I will be safe lol but I think it’ll probably hurt my mental health a bit. I really cannot express to you how much this show matters to me. I mean, I’d honestly say it’s a large part of why I’m alive today and writing this. I’m sitting here, trying to figure out away to end this post. I really can’t, so I’ll just say the one thing I can think of.

YOU SHOULD THROW A F***ING BEACH PARTY!!!

Why do you swear now???